For a few weeks now i’ve been trying to make myself more girly. My boyfriend has never said i should be more girly but im really doing it for his sake. I know i wear baggy clothes and he jus wants me to show my figure off a little. And when i think about it and look at my clothes he is right. Everything is over sized, mens clothes or a jumper. I went out and got my lashes done ( which ive been doing for the last year on and off) so that really wasnt anything. But i went and got my nails done, normaly i would get some weird design or bright colour. but this time i went for sparkly pink. This is all in order to make myself for feminin and girly. And yess i do but i miss being myself.
Im on two sides, one does like the change and thinks i should funk it up a bit and do something no one would expect from me. and then the others like if you dont like it dont do it and stay true to myself.
MNaybe i shouldnt pigeon hole myself and do wha ever makes me happy?